summertime is my favorite time.

why does time fly when your having fun? because you dont want it to end.. and yet.. i know that the end of summer is the beggining of a whole year full of possibility.

i think this is the real stuff, because its not friviouluse and silly, its not unrealistic and dramatic. its simple, its there, right in front of me and crystal clear.

this has already been one crazy summer. never before have i wanted something to end and something to drag out as long as possible before. its weird. i know that this is going to hands down be the best year of school i've ever had, and yet how am i going to feel when he leaves? dont get me wrong, i know i'll be ok. its just not as simple as pack up and go and its over becuase it's ending on a good note. its not like.. "ok next in line!" its more complicated then that. what needs to be said when and if there is someone else ya know? not that thats my major issue. im pretty sure that there is no one else here for me and that i wont date again till college. i'm not even going to be interested in anyone else. im almost 100% sure of this. its like.. why take a step down.. im pretty srue he's the best there is here, and he's leaving. point is: i'm going to miss him.

i never thought this would happen though, and i would take four months over nothing at all any day.

i miss trinity so much already that it hurts. and without melissa there will be a gaping whole in my heart.. not too mention jacquie being gone too. there will be a whole ODE to melissa anne mitchell when she leaves though... so no worries thats coming.( and i get to see her today!)

there is no one else in the world like that girl.. haha.. except according to everyone else.. me.

people that make my life complete that ARENT leaving me:

laura elaine masterson holly dee shreck angela andreu katie shea west travis pintowhiskey and taylor williams.

this year will be the most amazing thing EVER.

THINGS COULD NOT BE GOING BETTER!

thigns to be excited for.

prom and a billion banquets with michael: by a billion banquets i mean like.. two. but whatev. they're with michael so its all good.

fire truck crew! oh my GOODNESS. my senior year is going to be better than your moms.

summer is near: i can almost taste it.

i love my friends.

i'll miss my friends.

but life is good.

<3 kelkel

disclaimer: its obviouse that i rarely update.. so when i do it is nice and looong and loaded with pictuers and memories. im sorry that its long. but also, im not... at all.

"so cool"

the thing is, i know that. but instead of it making me feel better it makes me feel worse.because knowing that someone is "so cool" doesnt help you feel better when your in my position. it makes me feel like that time i was little and i really wanted a remote controll car for christmas and my little brother got one and he kept telling me that it was "so cool"... it only makes it worse.

laura, that online quiz made me feel like poopoo. hehe. except for the one that said i was belle ( in denial because i was really areil) yes.. i am belles twin. ( aka ariels)

my girlfaces from grandprarie are at prom tonight. having the night of their lives and looking gorgouse. i love them so much and i feel like i havent seen them in years. they're leaving me to go to college this summer. i can't beleive it.

my three sisters, jacquie isnt in it because i can't find a picture with all of us but im pretending! i love these girls soo much. my heart is going to absolutly BREAK when they leave. no one can ever replace them, my only solace is that i am blessed with AMAZING school friends...especially these three...

theres not a pic with all of us in it .. but these are my girls from school that i love more than flippin LIFE! our senior year is gonna be so AWESOME! i can't wait!

and ladies and gents.. we all know i have this girl....

she may not be be BIG or ICY COLD. but i love her anyways. and life without her would not be ANY FUN AT ALL!

so life is going to change next year. but the good times are going to roll still.

ok i can't get any more pictures to work which is TOTALLY lame.. but whatev. more later.

lovelovelove

kels

 oh yes... thats us at rehearsle.

dont give us a pool table.. we'll pose on it.. oh yes we will. geez i love me some lala.me and twinaboo. thats new years eve.. bah.

i'm a pool master.. bah notice my shirt "modest ARE teh hottest"

we BOTH pool masters.

psh.. they think they're bad.she is so BIG and ICY COLD! thats why shes my home girl. whom i love.. and adore with all my heart and sole. ( ALL MY HEART! THE WHOLE THING!)

alright i gotta give ya one with me and the mel mel.. she is my BESTIE that just got ACCEPTED to BYU PROVO BABY!!!

 her teeth are sparkly white .. it makes me look like a bum. what can i say? my bestie is prettier than me and always has been.

next post: its a story of me and lauras great adventure to chilis.. you have THAT to look forward too.

disclaimer: i got picture happy.

Year: A unit of time measuring 365 days; 12 months; 52 weeks.

how fast did this year go by?

my goal is complete. i laughed more than i cried. i've been happy more than i've been sad. my hair is longer, my tummy is a wee bit bigger, my finger nail is a bit more deformed, my brain is fuller, my book of mormon is read. i've experienced more. i've learned more. i've tried more. i've made more friends. one i've known for six months but its felt like a life time (ms. laura masterson) and i've also kept friends.

And now its time i get to it. time is a tricky thing, and it goes by faster than expected, especially when your busy. its a true test of friendship when a month can go by without hanging  out and your just as close as before. and it seems like ms. melissa ann mitchel is always there to uplift. we are both very busy right now, her with her piano, me with my acting (well, we both much more than that on our minds actually) although i dont get to see  her as much as i'd like,it seems that all of my yearly highlights have her in it. and i guess thats my definition of what a best friend is. not a year has gone by sense freshmen year that we havent counted down the new year together, and the good times have been rolling ever sense. on that note, speaking of yearly highlights, lets go over them shall we?!

* the brilliant date idea- not at all disastious.

* could there BE a better summer than '05? being a JUNIOR LEADER! what what? from the canoes, to our fourth year chant, every part was awesome.

* EFY! "SHAKE THE WHOLE EARTH!" meeting grandpa and baby, and everyone in between. sneaking up on eachother in the middle of the night. laughing really hard at nothing, planning out every out fit for hours on the phone.

* schlitterbahn! oh snaps girl, being called Quincy.

* bowling..bahaha. mcdonalds.

* hating dances. but going anyways.

* hanging with our girls, eating pizza, making smoothies, shoo, maknig MOVIES!

theres more, that was just ONE YEAR baby. this one is going to be awesome, in a differant way. college smollege, we'll probably see eachother more than we do now!! whatev. i love you and i love trinity. you girls rock my face off.

and as for everyone else, how can i forget about KEMPS, and trips to FARINE during the dark cold nights? mormon mafia notes? heck no! I LOVE MY WARD! I LOVE LAURA MASTERSON! she has created many happy memoreis for me, plus girl, we're kind of a big deal.

so bring on the new year, bring on the changes, 'cause this girl is READY!

xoxo-kels